Hah! I love it.

And I've totally been there. I thought I was inventing new ways to get dropped: take too hard a pull, miss the end of the train, get dropped; try to catch a breakaway, run out of gas in no-man's land, get dropped; not pay attention when the group accelerates, get dropped; get out of position in the crosswind sections, get dropped.

I hope you'll decide that it's right for you to go back next Wednesday. Whether you hang or get shot out the back, you'll be making yourself a stronger rider.