Sometimes I think we make things too complicated. (This is a huge given my propensity for doing just that.). But we all have luggage, demons, or issues we deal with. How we deal with them is what matters. IMHO, it's better to be driven to win cycling races than to climb a bell tower and start shooting people.
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A conclusion is the place where you got tired of thinking. - S. Wright
Favorite rides in the stable: Indy Fab CJ Ti - Colnago MXL - S-Works Roubaix - Habanero Team Issue - Jamis Eclipse carbon/831