Originally Posted by
howsteepisit
Just to keep this at the top, How goes the battle Mr. Welch? I hope you are hanging in there, and if you have fallen off the wagon, well thats OK too, I cannot tell you (because the number to too high for human comprehension) how many time I fell off the non-smoking wagon and and was run over by it. I even after three years, I still feel at risk, and if I could not ride my bike anymore...
Anyway, tell us how you are doing, please
Today is day 9. My get up and go has got up and gone. Sleeping poorly with anger management issues. But I'm still nicotine free. It's amazing what kind of rationalizations your mind come up with to start again.
I'm only getting 2 or 3 major craves a day now. Lots of quick craves that come and go rapidly. I'm glad I've got the light on the bike since it seems the worst ones are after dark. I just go ride them away.
It will get better and easier. I've started back playing Diablo 3. Killing things seems to help.
