Don't worry as maybe we're related because its one of my specialties. I sit on the crapper too long and lose out pretty much everytime. Total pet peeve of my wife about me. Lol. She's like I hate because then I have to listen to you mope around the house for the day or so. I did this with my Guerciotti but she stepped in and was like just buy the darn thing so I won't have to listen to you for the month. Hahaha!
so don't feel bad as your not alone.