Yeah, it is a waste. My best mate did it about 10 years ago and it ****ed me right up. My ex partner's best mate topped himself about 3 months ago and my ex is shattered. Not only does it suck when you lost your best mate but to watch the love of your life (even if he is pretty ex) tear himself up is just as devastating. Such a sad and selfish act... To all those thinking about doing it, imagine your funeral and the devastation and emptiness you'll leave behind - even if you think you have no one, there's always someone affected. RIP Winkleman