see power can be trick when climbing for a clyde. You have to remember that rpm is a factor in the equation, as well as the torque required. lower gearing =less torque required. usually when I am gearing down, it is becuase my legs are thrashed on the hill and I know I am not putting out huge power. untill you get super strong and have a good balance with cadence you will not be putting out huge power. Its all about precieved effort vs acctual effort. In the end power is just a number. Don't focus on the actual number, focus on the % gain. I mean today if you do 200 watts and in a week you do 210 watts that is a 5% gain which is pretty huge. Its only a tool, not a difinitive factor in how strong you are.