Originally Posted by
LOF1
Brand new member. Male, 6'2", 270 pounds. Right at 55 years old.
A couple of years ago I bought a "new" 2009 Scott P4 - XXL. I have a favorite riding place - a local wildlife area w/ very little traffic most days. I suffer from depression, have most of my life, so spend a good decade on the couch.
Have only ridden it a couple dozen times after work - maxed out at about six-eight miles. Last time I rode it was last summer in 108 degree F weather - about five miles.
Just traded the Scott in on an L Cannondale CX 5 - I hope it's a little easier to ride. Am right now undergoing PT for arthritis in my left knee.
I'm trying! I hope to get up to maybe twenty miles or so at a ride, participate in a couple of fun organized rides here.
But, yes, am still very embarrassed at having to walk the bike up seemingly minor hills - and it seems that all my chosen starting points are at higher elevations that when I turn around "Can this POSSIBLY be uphill both ways?!!?"
Take care, all!

Just want to say keep it up. I've had depression for years. Getting out on the bike in the quiet areas and seeing the animals/birds is great. There's some great reads here.