that sucks. i'm glad you're okay though. here's a way of looking at it: you had two different kinds of close calls that scared you silly without actually doing any harm. it does really suck, but i'm almost glad about some of my own close calls now. they made me enormously more aware (and i hope safer because of it) without actually making me pay any serious price for the knowledge. obviously it would be better if there were nothing we HAD to be aware of, but until then it still seems to me like a pretty good deal.