Originally Posted by
wolfchild
I don't set myself any speed or mileage goals. Not interested in a pissing contest about who rides the fastest or who rides most miles or how many slower cyclist I passed... I just ride about 345 days per year and that's it. My main goal everyday is just to enjoy the ride and get from point A to point B as safely as possible and with as little fuss as possible. 2014 has been a good year.
You are obviously suffering from a case of
Bicycling OCD Deficiency.
Perhaps intense reading and rereading of BF commuting posts concerning goal setting, dropping of strangers while commuting, N+1, and mileage counts will straighten you out.