Don't feel bad.

I actually love my wide tire North Roads bar GT Eightball. For me, its more practical than a road bike.

I have a clear line of sight and I can ride anywhere. Drops just aren't for me - I like a bike that's stable and comfortable.

When you find your ideal flat bar bike, you will love it.

Don't worry if other people don't approve; its your bike and at the end of the day, you're the one who is going to be happy with it.