A very capable bike you have there but you simply must Take the reflector/light off from under the seat It screams Newb and It's most likely making you crash

Did you get fitted ?
I see a shorter stem and wider bars In your future grasshopper,, the seat looks too far forward,,for that over the bars feeling I bet

Then find a skills class,, there are very specific basic riding skills you may not have yet....

Do all of these things and then you will fall like the rest of us,,,
Fatser,
Harder,
with grace and more blood letting !~