" “ My identity and purpose are not based on what I do because those things can change, but on God who never ever changes. “ If you could only begin to imagine the meaning those words have in my life and how I understand it…what happens if I can’t ride anymore? I’ll have to continue finding ways to cope. I prayed God to help me and I ended up on a bicycle. God will continue to provide ways. ""
There you go. You mentioned that you prayed... and God answered.
Try to look more to Him and less to your situation, or your bike, or whatever. Not that you can't enjoy what He's given you. Know that He loves you more than your bike does.
...and good for you for reaching out! That's a good thing you did.