Originally Posted by
OldsCOOL
Dave, I didnt read anything close to what you are talking about and it wouldnt offend me in the least. Your humble comments afterward are commendable.
I hope in the coming days you can enjoy short rides and small victories. Be easy on yourself and don't stay away too long. 
+1
I've enjoyed your posts Dave, and, as others have said, sometimes you just need to vent in order to feel better. I know sometimes I feel better if I vent to a bunch of internet strangers than if I vent to family members or friends.
In any event, I hope you find resolutions to what you are going thru and return to the forum sooner than later.