Were you not the poster who was getting back into cycling riding his father's old aluminum whatever which you didn't like, and because you had developed an aerobelly, you wanted a more upright bike?

Please visit the sites I included. You will see this : "Though it may share its ‘Roubaix’ name with a series of carbon-fibre bikes from Specialized (which, incidentally, licenses the name from Fuji), it couldn’t be more different. Fuji places its Roubaix in its ‘road race’ series, and so the bike has a slightly more aggressive stance than more relaxed leisure-bound bikes." (https://www.cyclingweekly.com/review...ji-roubaix-1-1)

People are trying to help you. let them, please.