GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?! FALSE ALARM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't want to give a lot away, but had it been otherwise, it would have been a nearly incurable, fatal disease. so this is a HUGE, HUGE, HUGE relief, and i can't say how much i appreciate the thoughts of everyone during this period...like i said, it could have been a terminal illness, and that would have just...i don't know if i could have dealt with that, so...yeah....i'm really happy now and i <3 you all!