Hang in there. I don’t know the particulars of your situation but I can share my experience. About 6 months ago I fell and broke my hip . I am healing with 3 screws that held my femur together until the bone grew back together. I have been back on my bike(s) for a couple of months but it ain’t easy to come back at 69 years old. I had some of the same thoughts as I was healing but I knew I would be back to riding so I just stayed the course . My favorite bike went through some minor changes and I also have another bike that is near completion. I kept a somewhat positive attitude although I had weak moments as I dealt with the physical and emotional pain of a life changing injury ….it ain’t fun. I did my first longer ride about two weeks ago and it felt great, still not where I was , but I can live with it. It will get better , even if it takes longer , I am determined . Stay the course ….. Joe