Yes I realize it seems contradictory and I guess it is in a way. Just seems to "fit" my body for my riding style, whether on the flats or drops, cruising or climbing and in that respect it feels comfortable. It's just that it is killing my sit bones on longer (beyond 35 mile) rides, which of course, is uncomfortable. So yes, it is contradictory. If it just didn't feel good overall, I'd have no question. But I think I have come to the conclusion you state, if I don't like it now, I'm probably not going to.
I guess I'm looking for: Get rid of the &#%$ thing now! -or- Keep it, you'll grow to love it! (Yeah, I know)