Don't do it, you could get killed! Actually you are going to die at some point in the future, just like me and everyone else at this site. Unfortunately death is a fact of life.
How you live between now and that inevitable day is your choice and no-one else's.
Sure, riding can be dangerous, but no more dangerous than any other activity that we do in day to day life. I can understand your thoughts about being a father and the responsibilities that entails. However, we all assume that avoiding a dangerous activity will enable us to live a longer life. This is untrue. Hundreds of innocent people die from random events every day of the year, this is a part of life and it cannot be avoided.
Ride your bike, love your family, and enjoy the time you have. However long that may be.
CHEERS.
Mark