ha - gurgus - the nic fits that come out of the blue are the weirdest thing. i had lots of them in the beginning of summer, after ten months without any sort of craving.

two months after i quit i had a few drags of a smoke while drunk and stressed out and whatnot, and it felt and tasted like ****. seriously. my body wasn't accustomed to it, so it didn't take out of it what i remembered from my addiction. if/when i hvae nic fits now, i'm calmed by knowing that smoking a cigarette won't really help. only an addiction would help, and, well, addictions aren't really satisfying. that's why they're addictions.