God I hope that's the case, because I will live a long, healthy and happy cycling life. And get hit slowly one day by a cyclist who made his first and last mistake when he wasn't thinking too clearly...

I know I f*cked up badly and in my starved/adrelalin pumping/extremely tired state it was a BAD decision.

Please take my original post as one written when I was a bit shaken up, and I am not the kind of person to brag about such a stupid act or expect "cool points" from the BF guys/girls. I think I subconciously wrote it to have some of you guys flame me, give me some advice on how to act in that situation and just generally kick my ass for being a moron.

I have said my piece, this incident has made me a better cyclist and has taught me a valuable lesson (for some stupid reason I forgot on this day) on how to act in the situation that occured (slowing the f*ck down and assuming that the pedestrian won't move over and shouting "MY BRAKES, MY BRAKES"). I am extremely releived that no one got hurt, and it's 3 days later and I still feel very bad about it.