Originally Posted by N7CZinMT
Corsaire,
Have you sought help from a mental health professional? (no this is not a joke) If not, I would strongly recommend doing so. For both you and your mother. A licensed therapist can help you both deal with the issues you are facing. You don't have to face them alone. Reach out for the help you need and get better soon.
Follow this advice! Based on what you said, even if you can force yourself back on the road, you may still ride tentatively, timidly, and indecisively, all of which can be dangerous (or, conversely, you may overcompensate and be dangerously fearless). Your head is your most important safety device. Make sure it is in good working order.