I don't think you lazy or unmotivated--that's a long day, man. I'm not well disciplined so what works for me is a routine--not sure how that can help you right now--maybe a Saturday ride? I'm sure you're itching for a better location, that'll come. We've all had to sweat some bad places--you'll find something. I had a 47 mile commute once. Once. Oh--you're in Va beach? Man, resort towns are tough for commutes and good jobs. My 47 mile commute was a resort area.