ilikebikes: I really hate to say this, but I feel so much pity for you. It must be terrible to be so afraid of your own shadow all the time. Yes, there are terrible people and things in this world. But to live in constant fear of everything isn't living at all. I'd suggest seeing a psychiatrist, but I know that you'll blow the suggestion off as not being a "manly" thing to do. You'll be in my prayers tonight.