I've been in chemical manufacturing most of my working life and am now in recycling. I've always said I'd rather deal with broken equipment than people problems. Problems with malfunctioning pumps, valves, boilers, gearboxes etc. can be diagnosed. Parts can be obtained. Repairs can be effected, and life is good all over again. This aint necessarily so with people/personal problems.
I wish you well as you deal with this and hope the resolution will come sooner than later. We'll miss you and look forward to your return