Looks like you have the consensus of this lot. We’re at the time of life where the “meaning” of getting out under the sky eclipses all that other stuff. Get out there.
Mind, I’m still a mite concerned about that “plateau” of yours. I s’pose I’m gonna’ need your assurance that you’re not ignoring the real [even if remote] possibility that you’ve got depression going on. What you call “plateau” is also at the top of the depression hit parade. Don’t let it slide or we’ll be looking for some other form of entertainment here on BF50+ besides the mystery which is “your life”.
Pop me a private message if you need to.