would you care to clarify?

I ride with a helmet, initially i didnt, there are occasions where i might not on a short test ride, but thats about it. If death were 100% guaranteed in a helmetless bicycle crash, i would probably not wear one, but since my chances of getting brain damage and not dying are better when not wearing a helmet, i'll wear one to avoid the possible avoidable brain damage. but like i said, i'd probably rather die then be a vegetable