You've got courage and conscience.These may not be all you need to beat this thing but you can't come back without them.Hang on and hang with those who give you strength.I believe in the message of the Holy Bible.It has guided me through some very dark times, but that's a path for you to decide upon.Prayers for you........There is something better in life for you than you can imagine but drugs CAN'T be a part of your life anymore......It sounds like you've reached the crossroad and taken the right path. just don't go back.we need you on this side of life....sermon over Jerry