Take a weekend and spend some time getting to know your fix. Do some seriously intense riding, it'll come to you. Will it make you a better rider? Hell if I know. I mean I know some seriously badass riders who've never touched fixed. So whatever. Is it more enjoyable? It is for some. It is for me.

If after taking some time to get used to it and getting your feet wet gradually, you still don't like it, you can always swap on a freewheel.