I hear ya. I've been through that stuff as well. There are ****ty cops, it happens, but I think what a lot of people forget is how hard it is to be a cop. They have so many responsibilities and a lot of times they have to make tough decisions that won't make a lot of people happy. Oh and they also risk their lives ever time they put on a uniform. I can never imagine myself being a cop. I would go nuts from the stress and anxiety.