Great story R.B. Human beings are born with a mechanism; for lack of a better word- I call it “Auto-Pilot!” I think it’s one of our greatest assets. It’s the sign of brave soul. To keep forging through that amount of vicissitude and come out stronger and be philosophical to boot is something you should really be proud of. Give yourself a big pat on the back. Sorry you suffered such a great loss…What else can be said? See you on a ride sometime.
Pete