Sorry to hear of your situation. Being forced from you job is not the way most folks would like to leave. While one might seek to find respite in riding more, it can't totally remove any negative feelings you may have about the situation. Hopefully, as Yen has suggested, a new and better door will open.
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A conclusion is the place where you got tired of thinking. - S. Wright
Favorite rides in the stable: Indy Fab CJ Ti - Colnago MXL - S-Works Roubaix - Habanero Team Issue - Jamis Eclipse carbon/831