The really odd part to me is when I check my standings in the national rankings (I did this last year at some point) in the 45+ for TT's there I was like 850th out of 1500 ranked riders (something like that). The number of guys ranked below me was rather astonishing. Usually I finish 15th out of 20 entrants, 20th out of 30, something like that. In that race last week there were very few guys, all relatively fast, I was the only real meatball who showed. I need other meatballs to compete to not finish last.