As the Father of a Son who commutes in the Philly area, I think about it daily from 800 miles away. I cringe accordingly.
Sometimes people feel irrational stuff but that doesnt negate that feeling. I agree with Joeybike. Find a job closer to home . . .
Cut lawns or something. That'll pay more anyway. Be a kid as long as you can, the dull, angry adult world will be always
be there for you when you are ready. When you are a parent, you will have better understanding of what you dont
understand now