I don't take anything too seriously anymore....even myself
Oh no, what kind of grade am I going to get

Perhaps we need to start a grade chart - you know - Bell curve, variance, standard deviation, mean, mediam, mode, graph, etc.!!
I refuse to get involved in the "new" vs the "old" as in my situation financially, "new" is not an option and never has been. I have some higher priorities in my life.