Thank guys... I just needed to vent a bit. I consider myself a BOBOPer, lol. I haven't finished DFL, but it's been close a time or two. This is my 2nd year, and while I haven't made big performance gains, I have made huge health gains. That and fun often fight for the reason why I do this.
I'm already looking ahead to next year. Hoping Memphis in May doesn't get moved (again) or cancelled so I get a true apples to apples test. Also playing with the idea of finding an Xterra sprint and possibly an Olympic and HM. I may not be fast, but I will have a lot of fun!