After fretting about it all day, I just decided that I'm doing the San Luis Rey RR tomorrow. It's a crappy race (IMO), and all of my teammates seems to be busy this weekend, so it's kind of hard to justify paying $60 for will essentially be a training ride - no way I'm coming out on top after that last climb.
It's local and the road racing scene down here has been pretty dismal lately so I feel like I should support it. Trying to do my part at least.
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"Your beauty is an aeroplane;
so high, my heart cannot bear the strain." -A.C. Jobim, Triste