You clearly missed my point.

Too much self doubt. Too much tippy toe. Too much story seeking from others. Over planning, over thinking.

I play a bit of music on the side so here's a music analogy: you hear a cool song, you want to play it just the way you heard it. You practice for ages and finally master it. Unfortunately you practiced for so long that you're now bored of the song before you even got a chance to perform it.

Music and touring are about spontaneous discovery, not about getting everything right and ensuring nothing goes wrong.