Thank you for the kind comments and advice.. As of right now i am home bound for a bit...

Chaz i did go to Norman regional, and at first they thought it was a reoccurence of epididymitis. I was issued a shot and a prescription and sent h ome. the nextm orning i went back and after an ultra sound they discovered it was torsion and my testicle had died. They removed it, the right.

The two incidents were unrelated according to docs.. just bad luck.

I intend to head to an lbs soon enough to ask about options. I am home for the summer in houston and just waiting. I am going to try about different saddles and what not. I am seeing a urologist to hopefully save some chance at having children someday. Im 20 and was hoping for some eventually.

Thanks for al the advice guys. I will probably get back on a bike. Its all i want to do really. just probably leisure instead of race.

But ill lose all trackstand contests now cause im unbalanced.... thats bull****. lol