ok, you. you're lucky i'm just rendering videos all day...

if people have fun with organized racing, of course they should do it. i accept it. it's fine. it's great even--for them. i'm just not a fan of anything organized--it just feels too "religious". that and recent problems i've had with my vision have made me question a lot of things, most of which have nothing to do with cycling, but the general answer to the questions is, "get used to being happy alone and get used to doing everything in the dark."