There are always a few ups and downs, hourly. One shouldn't read too much into them. Just because one is temporarily out of sorts doesn't mean one will be that way for ever. I think one needs some strategies, and EVZ may have them, I'm not talking about his personal situation because I don't know it. I think it would make sense to say something like. "well OK it's decided, I'm not going around the world... So... what is the part of Europe I always wanted to see, since I am here". Slip the noose but make the best of it.