I would honestly just go for a cheaper bike that fits you and your riding style with the intention of having a crash replacement.
that or hire a coach to work on 'not crashing'.
there has to be a reason why you are this crash prone.
That's kinda what I'm wondering about the OP. I've "crashed" once one a commute in years of doing this, and it wasn't so much a crash as laying my bike down while skidding to a stop after being right hooked.
I wonder why the OP crashes so much. Maybe the money would be better spent on body armor?